freakonaleash

Wreckless animalis

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 03:01:15 GMT

Harold you are cute and stuff, but I dunno.. you kinda worry me at times. I love you, right? So.. we should just be two happy little bears in a warm little oven cuddling into the winter's nights..... right? I think Kim is the only person who really understands this. Kim, why can't we all just be happy little bears? But Harold, you have cute little hair though and it's the best I promise.. it's the cutest I fucking swear, no lie.. but let's try to be a little nicer sometimes.

No school for me!

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 22:35:43 GMT

Well, I was supposed to sign in late today and when I went the dumb "security" (who, by the way, actually thinks he is important) told me I'd have to go to CSI, so I just called Steve and he came out to get the breads for the project presentation and I went home. It was funny though.. ehh sorta.

I'm so happy now with my new home theatre that my little animal (Harold!) bought me because I just burned my first mp3 cd yesterday with 36 songs.. I could have fit about 70 more but I couldn't think of any lol. Anyway I did it on a rewritable CD so I'm just going to continue to add more songs. Weee. Damn I think we got report cards today, which I'm definitely not looking forward to.

However, Rene asked me out with my boyfriend to go out somewhere with my Kimmay. Dunno where, but I'm happy. I don't know, however, if my boyfriend will feel the same way lol. I can't wait to get my domain up and running soon. Lots and lots of work to do.

Today sucks.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 01:35:34 GMT

Well, Kim just left from my house after being here the whole day. We had fun, but my house can get a little boring lol. I'm pissed though because I have a project to present tomorrow and I needed to bring Colombian food, which I don't have right now and there are 2 hours left before I have to go to sleep. Oh, well.

Nevermind, I am as disoriented as a flying saucer. I don't want to be here right now...

Partay

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 07:51:38 GMT

I just got back from Esther's birthday party. Kim had to leave early :( but it's okay, she's coming over my house tomorrow in the afternoon. I hate the fact that tomorrow is Sunday already.. oh dear.

Yay I'm so happy.. I'm posting on my computer! It's super fast I love it.. damnit Pablo as much as I hated you for 3 months you did a damn good job. 496MB of RAM. Mmm mmm.

I'm a little teapot

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 20:11:46 GMT

Well, I just got back from Esther's house a little while ago. I spent the night and it was pretty cool. Tonight is Esther's birthday party and I'm taking Kim with me when Harold gets out of work. Kim should be coming to my house in about an hour or so, but first I'm going to clean my room and wash my clothes.

Finally, my dad is on his way to Pablo's house to pick up my computer -- after 3 long, miserable months of torment... and then he'll be on his way back home. Yeah, I definitely need to start fixing my room up. Bye guys.

Dear Pablo,

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 02:46:26 GMT

A cockaroach in the darkness peering through to the light, oblivious until I can see its antennae calling me to it. I yearn with such desperateness, yet I cringe at the thought... this is not happening.

Somehow, this reminds me of my first boyfriend.

And so, the infamous Pablo continues to have my computer. My friend, it is in God's eyes what your cruel intentions may be.. but I, for one, think you are a whore. I AM DESPERATELY SICK of waiting for my computer.. I need to review my massive attack plan for taking over the world and all the cocky guys, feed my neopet, write life-threatening emails, and so on and so forth. I'm tired of this... poppycot!! You're fired.

Books and books

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 23:43:28 GMT

I'm getting my stuff ready for tomorrow, for when I spend the night at my cousin's house. I'm so disgustingly happy! Aside from that, I failed my math quiz today, any news? Well, read "Che" today -- a photobiography on Che Guevara. I read it all in one day, but it was pretty small. His life was very interesting, but the book could have been much better. I got an A on my AP Spanish quiz! Weee.

I'm dying to read "Memoirs of a Geisha"... the movie should be coming out Fall of this year and I want to make sure I read the book before I see the movie. I'm in a really random mood and I'm trying to avoid homework.. but, yeah. I have a lot of crap to do, so I better get going. :P Bye guys.

Back to school

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 01:00:16 GMT

Happy b-day to my cousin, Esther! :) Well, I am already planning stuff for the weekend - which is pretty weird being that I NEVER go out. Friday I'm going to be with my cousin (don't know where), Saturday I'm going to her bday party with Kim and maybe Kim will come over my house or something. Sunday I'm going to Kim's house. Weee. :) Harold doesn't fit into the schedule lol.. JK I love you.

I'm about to go do some homework, then I have to get ready for school tomorrow.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 06:50:38 GMT

Waazzaaa. I haven't updated my journal in about a year, but that's okay. I really didn't do it because of the fact that I had my own domain and made my own journal, but for now I guess this will be my alternative. Been chilling a lot with Kim lately, which is cool -- I have to get away from this boyfriend, school and family crisis. You can't understand how much I hate drama. She seems to be the only person going through the same and is actually a lot like me. She's my best friend, and the only person who understands me and is there for me -- I hope I'm doing the same for her.

You must know that I am not a movie person, but this week I've seen so many movies I'm dreaming about them. Why is it that Kim and I are, like, the only people on this planet that liked Darkness? Please, someone back me up.

I feel like talking about jellyfish.

My happy anniversary!

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 16:56:56 GMT

I'm SO amazingly happy. Today is my 1 yr. and 5 mth. anniversary with Harold. :) I'm really happy about that and everytime I hear him I get even happier. What's even cooler is that my flat iron from Folica and round brush should be getting here any moment now. Reeee. Okay well it was just to let you know that, I gotta be on my way already. <3 I love you baby!

Working things out.

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 03:39:33 GMT

Things have been stressful lately with my relationships with people, including my baby. I'm slowly trying to regain all of that, though. I can't live life being so closed and introvertive with people. I'm trying hard to change the way I am in a good way and be able to share my life (in a way) with old friends I have that I haven't spoken to a while and yadda yadda okay let me shut up now I'm talking too much. lol.

I have to call Kim. I'm like her biatch.

Sunboint.

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 04:07:42 GMT

I hate getting sunburned. It has been over a year now since I have gotten sunburnt, except this time I think it's going to turn into a really nice tan. Argh, I hope it doesn't sting me like last time. Anyway, I went to Harold's pool and tried coming home but nobody was here - so I was basically locked out and had to leave for work. I was wearing beach shorts and my bathing suit so I had to go back to Harold's house and he lent me pants. Off to work I went with my bikini underneath... ick! The chlorine itched me the entire time.

I came home, took a second shower and finally my iron from Folica has been shipped. It's arriving on my anniversary, this Wednesday. My clothes from France though haven't. =[

Beach & jellyfishes

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 01:42:40 GMT

Blah! I decided to go to the beach today with my sister and my boyfriend and I ended up getting stung by a jellyfish or a man of war or whatever the animal was. No medical attention whatsoever because it didn't seem like such a big deal. It hurt me a lot though, and it started off with me feeling some sort of electricity behind my legs and then a huge sting. I got out of the water and I had like 3 big slashes across both legs in a pattern and the slashes began to swell up. It hurt so much! We had fun though and I didn't make such a big deal out of it.

Harold just left my house, I'm going to go ahead and call Kim in a bit. I already miss Harold and I get so mad at these stupid situations, but I have to learn not to be so attached to him. He's changing so much.

School tomorrow

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 23:37:04 GMT

Ahh, I feel shitty and there's school tomorrow. Being so irresponsible I even forgot to do my homework. I had an extra long weekend and I did absolutely nothing [not even my homework lol]. I cannot wait for summer any longer, I just have way too many plans for it and I do not think I can stand school any longer. The good thing is that I only have around 1 1/2 months left since I am going home-school next year, which is much more convenient.

I'm only missing one thing - and that's a car. :/

Chilling.

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 06:16:41 GMT

Is it possible for you to edit an old livejournal entry? Is it possible to be able to handle your friends page as you like? Is it possible to do anything on live journal? I just started out and I'm already stressing. I think I am seriously stuck in the world of Greymatter. :/

I added some new friends and they are the best. :) Thank you guys for adding me and commenting, I love jooo and appreciate it! I visited my cousin today and she's the sweetest thing EVER. We seriously have some catching up to do. For some particular reasons or another, we completely lost touch and we stopped talking and were fighting, etc. Now we are sort of "reuniting" and I can't explain how gay it is, yet how excited I am. I know she's already got her new best friends, etc. etc. but I still am happy to include her in my life again. I'm also proud to say that the only things I have changed about myself are a.) my haircolor and b.) my maturity level. Hopefully it will blend in with hers.

The truth is, I don't know how to rant on livejournal. I feel like I'm writing a useless entry. I think it'll take me a couple more to feel comfortable with this place. :] I'm slowly getting there.

Updated journal.

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 01:19:08 GMT

Finaaaaalllyy! :) I'm so excited that I finally fixed up this sucker and now it's looking nice and pink. A little on the plain side, but nice and pink. Now all I need are friends! Friends to add me and to read my journal. I'm definitely linking this from my website. I'll get used to this Live Journal crap in no time. I already added a few friends and all - only took me about a month [lmao].

Weeeell, I'll be back. I'm gonna go updated my website. Take care.

My First LJ! Yay.

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 20:39:09 GMT

I am SOOOO happy to finally have my own LJ. I have absolutely no idea how to work this thing, so excuse me if my "layout" is a bit unattended. Soon I'm going to make this a private journal, but for now... hmm, I guess I want you all to see my lameness.